the more I crave Serenity of a simple existence.
The more one has the more one wants, so everyone knows,
but when you are faced with it then it hits home.
I was home, cooked, read had an easy life, but always felt
guilty for not working and earning my keep in life....
made me felt useless...
Then I start working and feel empowered...and important.
I got up, rushed and ran and clucked and played the part...
Yet, it felt not enough, it feels like a vital part is still missing...
I wonder....isn't eating,praying, loving and living not enough?